Soaked

Art & poem by Elizabeth
SOAKED


I want you in my home to know you’re not alone
in those long-shadowed halls paced by perpetually
lost—dementia scouring their last stains of memory

more than safe,
I want you to feel safe
yet I’m drowning in this
deep dank bog of lung

rain sluices from leaves beneath a starless sky
as distant shouts urge me to find my way back
yet I am beyond lost having unwrapped and dropped
their safety rope from my waist so I could reach you

all my cells replicated yours when you were
my sole cord to life—for that I worshipped you
till the God, Hormones, ascended


as I stumble over elephantine roots,
machete through plants so large dinosaurs
must still exist on this swampy earth,
my lungs match each step's suck of mud,
every breath a drowning, yet I won’t
release this taut line between us mottled
with white ash and blood dark wine nor
understand how your Emmental brain
won't let you walk or know where you are
in time, yet provides lucid wit and end-
less memory for the inconsequential



years now since I severed and flung
our rope in your flames yet you remain
tangled as worry and seared to my palm
when I reach for you in wake or in dream
unable to rest or breathe for want of you



Thank you to the editors of Melancholy Hyperbole for first publishing this poem in an earlier version.

Graffito

poem & photo by Elizabeth

GRAFFITO

Three distinct letters, 
discrete as whispers
yet stark as sunrise,
stain this park’s 
concrete wall. 

S insinuates 
the dark entrance,
secret from those
passwordless,
but once in, one
snakes along this
sinuous passage

toward E, 
which sighs
like a wind-filled
cavern 
in the fold of a word
so bare 
it exposes the language of pores 
opening like stomata 
along nerve-laden skin,
of tongues probing  
tasting  moistening  unveiling
revealing the voracious 
pulse and press of pelvis  
belly  
even neck, bared 
for the thin membrane of skin,
primordial as sound rising 
from ancestral marrow
formed of molten rock and sky-filled sea

before X marks the space 
within and between.

Thank you to the editors of HOT FLASHES: sexy little stories and poems for first publishing this poem.